I’ve officially outgrown my old site! By that I mean I have gone full-time with music. It’s a big scary change but I am feeling hopeful about it. At least currently it appears as though it is easier to freelance than it is to find a new job. At least in this chapter of my life. Now that my business is officially graduating from a side hustle to a dream job I have no excuse. It’s time to go hard in the paint.
Per usual my biggest enemy is myself. I’ve struggled with self-confidence and anxiety a lot in my life. Even now when I imagine myself on stage I want to throw up a little. I find this especially insane considering how often I’ve taken the stage. It’s a constant battle so this should be no different. I admit the feelings are big right now. I’m trying my best to have a perfect launch knowing it won’t be perfect. The perfect in my head is imaginary. Still, I will do my best to get this business off the ground and provide for my family. It’s a lot of pressure but I am the most free I’ve been in years and I can’t let that go to waste.
A huge thank you to everyone who has supported me over the years. I don’t think I would have continued doing music without you.